Our Megs

This is Megan. Most of you know her, some of you don't. I babysat her for 2 years while her mom, our good friend Carmen was going to school. Megan was a gift from God to Mark and I. She lit up our lives like only she can. God knew I needed a love outlet and a love inlet. She provided both. She let me love on her and she filled both of our lives with a childs love which was exactly what my heart needed. The grief that comes from struggling to have a baby really wears on your heart. Megan was a healing balm to those hurting places. I always say to Mark, "I can't imagine loving our own child more than I love Megan." and its true. I can't imagine loving someone more than I love her. I feel like she's my own. I'm so grateful that Carmen and Dave let me have her for that season in my life. It was God's perfect timing. When I get discouraged and overwhelmed with not having a baby, I remember that time with Megs and I know the faitfulness of God!