Jul 29, 2008

I would die for that...

Just a little of how I'm feeling today

4 comments:

Tanya said...

Awww Ruth! This song made me cry...especially in the beginning. After years of trying and miscarriages and fertility treatments we were successful. But I remember so well thinking...Why? Why do the teenagers who can't look after their kids get pregnant so easily? Why aren't they the ones that have the miscarriages? They couldn't care less if they had fertility problems! That would stop alot of abortions out there and alot of kids being neglected and abused! I didn't understand it and I don't think that I ever will. I guess God has a plan for them too...He does for us all.

You are an amazing "mom" to so many Ruth. I pray that someday you will be blessed beyond measure with a child of your own...whether that be one of your very own, a chosen child or a surrogate or other means.

Bug ((hugs)) to you today...I think of you often in this areas and will continue to pray for you and Mark as well. I know that feeling...its so hard when everyone around you seems to be getting pregnant and you just can't. You have so many around you that support and love you and when the day comes that you hold a child in your arms, that is yours to keep...we will all rejoice with you!

Love you girl! Stay strong!

Anonymous said...

That made me cry..I understand the frustration and pain you're going through, my mother went through the same..she became bitter and closed herself away she wanted a child so badly and had no luck getting pregnant..After many tries and eventually fertility medications she became pregnant with 5 babies..she lost them one by one until she was left with me.

Keep trying and never lose heart..if all else fails you should adopt..those teenagers won't stop having babies any time soon..everything will work out for you. I'm always here to help raise your spirits and fill you with hope. Take care and be strong.

Love,
Karen

starla said...

i'm crying with you.
"for i know the plans i have for you.."

Unknown said...

I love you Ruth.